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[27 Mar 2005|02:08am] |
I've made a new journal
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) music_isnt_dead
I think i've added everyone. Add me back! :) <3
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[26 Mar 2005|11:35pm] |
Not happy.
Ill and hating it.
Upset and hating it.
Lonely and hating it.
Tomorrow will be productive.
Wake up, tidy room, hopefully meet up with giselle...
...fuck just remembered im having a family meal 2moro...
...poo.
I need to pick up some batteries for my CD player for me and giselle picnic, so we can dance around like loonies to head automatica.
yay
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[26 Mar 2005|08:14am] |
Oh yeh also went to see Clem at millenium
He poked my belly and said my inverse navel piercings gonna grow out iwthin a month, so it'd be best to take it out.
:(
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[26 Mar 2005|07:24am] |
Went to southampton this morning with my sister, did all the stuff i needed to which was good.
Picked up more antibiotics.
I'll tell you what.
I'm getting fucking sick of being given antibiotics all the time. I was talking to my mate about it the other day and i just realised how many i've had recently.
The doctor i went to yesterday was so rude to me. She did this one little test, gave me a prescription for antibiotics and said to come back if it didn't go away. That's what they always say. On my record it says how amny antibiotics i've had recently, doesn't it concern them? It certaintly concerns me. I really don't wanna become immune to them. OR, i just wanna stop getting ill please. heh.
I've gotta go into town and take back Kill Bill and hopefully rent Kill Bill 2. Or if not that maybe something else.Any Recommendations?
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[24 Mar 2005|10:47am] |
Quick question;
What is so wrong with me that it means people just stop loving/liking me?
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[24 Mar 2005|09:58am] |
Last night was weirdness.
At band practice i got a text from my friend at works boyfriend. I dont know how he got my number but yeh, he was being abit creepy. he then told me that him and tasha had broken up and not to tell her that he was texting me. Hrumph. Don't wanna be caught up in this mess so i stopped texting very quickly.
Anyway. my poorlyness isnt actually too bad today. I was up all night with it though, and i had loads on my mind so i just couldnt sleep.
I really need to go to southampton. I need to get hair (i bumped into this girl i said i'd do dreads for aaaages ago yesterday, she offered me ltos of money to do them for her very soon. Eurgh i dont want to, shes so irritating and wants super long dreads), i need to take a skirt back to H&M....bleurgh i hate having stuff on my mind. I've gotta send a couple of things off in the post today too.
I dont feel very happy. For a couple of days i was really ooook. I cried last night from being so frustrated. Things i thought were going good really arent.
Well anyway i'd better get dressed for work.
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[22 Mar 2005|10:24am] |
Me and Giselle had a conversation on Sunday that i just can't get out my mind.
We were talking about dying.
Does anyone else get this really weird feeling when you seriously think 'oh my god, i'm going to die and thats gonna be it, my life over and done with'?
I dont believe in an afterlife, it's a nice thought though.
I wish i thought about this more often and made the most of my life.
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[21 Mar 2005|07:43pm] |
Had an ok day today :) Work went quickly, which was kinda cool. Most of the day i had Tasha going 'AHHH' in my ear coz she was meeting up with this fitty later hehe. Which reminds me i msut txt her and see how it went :P Tom came in today as well and gave me a mix cd he made me, 42 songs worth! heh, that boy has too many favourite songs.
Just got my hair cut by my loverly hairdresser, i am so jealous of her life. She only does hairdressing in her spare time but my god, she has an amazing life. She goes to so many different countries and climbs all these mountains, jumps out of areoplanes, goes bungee jumping. Shes the kinda girl that lives her life to the full. Anyway, i think my hair looks kinda cool, apparently i look older, according to my mummy. It's not too much different to be honest, mainly coz i got too scared to go short heh.
Anyway, im off. bye d bye x
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[20 Mar 2005|08:59pm] |
Ok i kinda think i jinxed it.
Im not even half as happy now.
I realised something. I was fine till i came online. Maybe i sign i should not go online for a while?
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[20 Mar 2005|08:25pm] |
I actually (so far) have had a lovely weekend with some lovely people :)
*sigh*
Just had a lovely walk back from Giselles. Took just under an hour, it was still quite warm and only just getting dark. The lovely Damien Rice and his lovely album 'O' walked back with me. I love that album. Love love love it.
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[19 Mar 2005|10:59am] |
We're not playing tonight nowwww. :(
I just made soup but i dont really want it now :S
In an odd mood right now. Not really happy. I think it's coz the item i was selling on ebay made a stupidly small amount.
Aurgh.
tumtetum
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[18 Mar 2005|06:54pm] |
Dear weird Pilot customer,
Did u think it would not creep us out today when you took your top off at our counter to change into the top you'd just purchased?
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[18 Mar 2005|05:36pm] |
My gosh what a lovely day.
I walked home wearing my (rather tiny) starry skirt, boots, bare legs :O, and one fo those tops thats between the size of a t-shirt and a strappy top...you kno the ones :P and i wasnt even chilly a little bit. I lsitened to this lovely mix cd i made and it was lovely. Just after i finished work i saw nick which was nice too. he complimented my eyes, which made me smile coz earlier that day i got rather alot less of a compliment on them :(. bought his bands CD off of him and had a chat about what i should wear to my gig tomorrow.
Oh yeh i'm playing at spires in salisbury tomorrow in case anyone wants to come. But knowing the gigs there recently it'll probably be a little dead.
Bought some underwear in La Senzas sale. I swear they and debenams are the only places that do bras in my silly size. Anyway, they were still expensive, but i suppose worth it.
So i suppose today so far has been pretty ok, despite the fact that my womb is trying to crawl out.
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[18 Mar 2005|10:02am] |
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I need to take more photos. I have decided.
Woke up in a slight bad mood when i realised that i'd broken all the needles for my sewing machine so i couldnt do two of the things on my list of things to do today, and couldnt wear my new Le Tigre T-shirt :(
TRA LA LA
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[17 Mar 2005|09:08pm] |
Dear Asshole Pilot customer,
What the fuck was going through your mind yesterday when you shit and pissed on the floor in our changing rooms yesterday?
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[16 Mar 2005|05:12pm] |
I downloaded a song.
It's a fucking amazing song.
But right now i can't listen to it.
It's on my playlist and whenever even the first lyric comes on my eyes well up.
I can't remember the last time i related to a song to this much.
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[16 Mar 2005|04:57pm] |
the other day was my birthday and nobody noticed or gave me presents or wished me happy birthday :-(.
ellusivebadger told me that cheetara32 told people that they saw me talking to coaxialhardware and backstabbing hapynooodlegirl. Whatever! Don't let me hear about that again or and I'm gonna tear off their head and s*** down their neck hole!
This entry automatically generated by the LJ Drama Generator!
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[16 Mar 2005|03:11pm] |
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Afew good things to post about. Good things but im still not happy.
I got my a refund from that girl at ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) thriftstoreuk thank god!! Its a shame i cant get the shoes but still. I got my money back and im gonna give her a negative. *sigh* i just gotta leave that community.
I got a permenant contract at work! Hoorah. One of the girls left so i got a proper contact. Hoorah. 50% discount here i come. lol.
Le Tigre was great! Must say, i fucking love Gravy Train (the support band). They were so entertaining. I'll wait till i get my photos back to make a peoper post about that hehe.
I got new glasses today, im not too keen. But then i always think that when i get new glasses.
Im still feelin kinda poorly, Kat came into work today and we might not have band tonight, which actually makes me sad coz i really fancy it.
Im actually very sad.
Had a phonecall with someone last night after i got home from the gig and spilled alot of how i feel. I wish i could talk to that person right now. i wish i could talk and be with them all the time. I cried alot after i hung up the phone to them. I didnt get to sleep because every time i tried i'd start thinking of the thing thats killing me, I went to sleep at about 3.30Am, and woke up at 7.15am and started crying again.
I just want to be happy.
Thats all i want.
It seems to impossible. I havnt been properly happy for two months and 16 days.
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[15 Mar 2005|01:05pm] |
This post is mainly directed to hapynooodlegirl, as she is very knowledgeable when it comes to the question in hand.
My lower navel piercing, from what i can see and feel, is rejecting. It's sore alot of the time, always red and bruised and very dry and inflamed around the holes. The reason for this i feel is that it's barely pierced. I know i have a decent enough amound of skin to pierce there because Clem told me himself. But it goes through such a shallow and small amount of skin.
To be honest i know i should take it out, but i feel like i want to show Clem? It was the other guy at millenium that did it, i guess i'm just being scabby and thinking that if i show Clem what one of his minions did i may be able to let it heal and then re-pierce it for free maybe? Or will it not work that way? I just can't really afford to chuck away £25 right now :(
Bleurgh.
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